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Endless Ordeal
A Wehrmacht Soldier in Russian Captivity
Marion Kummerow
Marion Kummerow
Contents
Reader Group
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Epilogue
Author’s Notes
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Chapter 1
January 1945, Warsaw, Poland
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Johann stared into the muzzle of a Mosin Nagant pointed at his face. The man at the other end of the gun was a Red Army soldier, who looked as filthy and exhausted as Johann felt.
“Surrender! Hands up!” the Russian shouted in broken German, and, after a short glimpse out of the corner of his eye, Johann obeyed.
It was senseless to fight, since left and right all his comrades were in the exact same situation. Raising his hands above his head, Johann met the eyes of the Russian, and the realization hit him square in the chest.
My war is over. No more fighting. No more killing.
The Russian beckoned at him to hand over his weapon and move to where an entire column of Wehrmacht soldiers had been herded together. As Johann turned in his trusted MG34 to the soldier who’d captured him, a wave of relief washed over his body, closely followed by terror. He had survived the fighting; now what?
The rumors and stories about the Red Army weren’t the stuff to ease worries and calm fears. In fact, the Wehrmacht soldiers had invented a particular word for the terrors that being captured by the Russians evoked: Russenschreck.
One of the common pieces of wisdom dictated that the Russians didn’t take prisoners. Johann swallowed and walked toward his comrades, fully expecting a bullet in the back of his head at any moment. But nothing happened.
The young men posted to guard the new prisoners of war seemed as relieved as he was to have survived the battle for Warsaw and made no move to kill their former opponents. Some even smiled and started a conversation.
Johann, though, didn’t speak Russian and preferred to stay away from the guards, just in case. He meandered to the center of the group and finally came upon someone he knew.
“Helmut!”
His longtime comrade turned around and looked at him with bleak eyes. “Johann. You got water?”
Johann handed him his canteen. “Been here for long?”
“Two days. No food, no water. Just the snow to lick, but that’s gone now, too.”
“What are they going to do with us?”
“No idea.” Helmut handed him back the canteen. “Looks like they don’t know themselves.” He nodded at one of the Soviet officers, a short man with a fur hat and a long khaki coat with red lapels. “Seems he’s the one in charge, but as clueless as the rest.”
That didn’t sound encouraging. Johann hoped they’d soon make up their minds and wouldn’t keep them rotting out there, exposed to wind and snow. A commotion at the other end of the group drew his attention. Russian soldiers were going prisoner by prisoner, doing something.
“Stealing valuables,” Helmut said. “They’re nuts for watches, but will take anything of value you have.”
Moments later, one of the Red Army soldiers approached him and said, “Watch!”
Johann looked at his army-issue wristwatch. It was neither beautiful nor valuable, but it reliably told him the time. He’d miss it.
He removed his watch and gave it to the man, who slipped it onto his right wrist, since the left one already featured three watches.
“Metals.”
Johann squinted at the other man, unsure what he wanted.
“He wants your insignia and medals,” Helmut explained.
Scanning his friend’s body, Johann realized that Helmut’s own uniform was bare of any signs of rank that could easily be yanked off.
Well, they wouldn’t be of much use anymore. He removed his epaulets and put them into the outstretched hand of the Russian.
“Belt,” the man demanded.
Johann looked down at the leather belt with the metal buckle that said Gott mit uns, God with us. The Russian didn’t like this moment of hesitation and pointed his rifle at Johann. “Fast.”
“Yes.” He nodded, his fingers moving to open the buckle and remove the belt. His trousers instantly slipped down to his hips, before the suspenders held them up.
The Russian seemed content with his booty and walked to the next prisoner. Johann gave a big, yet silent, sigh. He was still alive. Deprived of all his valuables, but alive.
At least he still had his canteen, pen and a notepad, his girlfriend Lotte’s photograph, cutlery, a piece of bread, and his knapsack with extra underwear, socks, and toiletries.
And his Soldbuch. If the Russians allowed them to maintain the booklet that served as documentation and pay book, they might indeed intend to keep them alive and take them prisoners.
His exhausted legs wobbled and Johann wanted to slump down on the ground, but the half-frozen mud didn’t look appealing. The ice would only melt beneath him, soaking into his trousers and letting the cold creep into his bones.
No, it was preferable to stand.
The next day, a vehicle arrived with some important looking Soviet officers. They conferred for a while and then beckoned at some of the ranks to distribute stacks of something white.
Johann eyed them curiously, hoping for something to eat, but it turned out to be white strips of fabric, each approximately seven by ten inches in size with the Cyrillic letters W and P stamped on them.
“That means voyennoplenny, Russian for prisoner of war,” a helpful comrade explained.
The Russian soldier pointed to Johann’s left sleeve and Johann tied the strip of cloth over his jacket, just above his left elbow. It was only a piece of cloth, but it felt like a heavy burden. Degradation. He wasn’t Leutnant Hauser anymore, but simply part of the ever-growing anonymous mass of POWs.
Once all of the men had received this new identifier, someone gave the command to march. Still hopeful for food, Johann joined the line. As he passed a destroyed house, he reached out his hand to snatch some snow from the top of a wall, only to feel the stabbing pain of a rifle butt coming down on his arm.
“Walk!”
Johann quickly retracted his hand, holding onto a bit of snow. He waited until the guard slipped from sight and shoved the melting ice into his mouth. It was barely enough to moisten his dry mouth, with only a few drops left to swallow.
After marching for approximately an hour, the Russians ushered them into a fenced-off area where already hundreds of miserable, dejected, dirty, crazy-eyed and bald Wehrmacht soldiers slumped on the bare tarmac.
Guards distributed hair clippers to the newcomers and indicated they were to shave one another’s heads completely bald.
Johann stared at Helmut, who had some rudimentary knowledge of Russian. “What’s this all about?”
Helmut shrugged. “No idea. Our captors aren’t exactly generous with explanations. We better do what they want, though.”
“Who’s first?” Johann asked.
“You shave me, of course. Then I can avenge any cuts you should give me.”
“Oh, nice, stabbing your friend in the back.”
Helmut lowered his head so Johann could start shaving – without water or foam – and mumbled, “If what they say is true, we soon won’t have the luxury of friends, and it’s every man for himself.”
Johann started scratching away at Helmut’s blond hair with the blunt clippers and pondered his friend’s words. Was having a friend a luxury and was it true that a captive soldier was better off by himself? He didn’t think so, but what did he know about surviving in captivity?
Nothing.
“Done. You look awful,” he said
“And it’s awfully cold,” Helmut answered even as he started shaving Johann’s head.
Helmut was right. As soon as the strands of his light brown hair fell to his shoulders, an icy gust hit Johann’s head. The Russians had taken their helmets earlier, but he hoped they’d at least leave them the forage caps to protect their heads from the Polish winter.
More commands were bellowed through the air in a peculiar mixture of Russian and German, but the meaning was clear. Everyone line up for personal search.
Johann sighed. They’d searched him twice already. What did they expect he was hiding? There seemed to be no real sense nor reason to their intentions, because the Russians took away Helmut’s cutlery, but left Johann’s and took his woolen socks instead.
Perhaps it was simply a means to replenish whatever equipment the searching soldier was currently lacking. An officer walked from man to man, scrutinizing their lapels and seemingly at random picking prisoners from the line and sending them to the other side of the fenced-off area.
Johann’s spirits fell and his earlier hope began to dwindle as the officer made his way to him and Helmut. More and more prisoners were sent to the other side. He didn’t comprehend the selection process, didn’t even know whether it was better to stay on this side or to be sent to the other one. Never a religious person, he suddenly had the urge to send a prayer to God. Please, let me stay alive.
The officer reached Helmut and gave him a surprisingly friendly nod, asking for his Soldbuch. “Gut. Gut.” He took the booklet and returned it. “This is your documentation. Keep it safe.” Then he walked further down the line – and disappeared from sight.
“What now?” Johann asked.
“No idea.”
So they waited. Some of their comrades stepped out of the line to scrounge for scraps of snow to quench their thirst. Nobody killed, beat, or harangued them. Emboldened by the non-reaction of their captors, more and more prisoners did the same until they’d licked up the last trace of snow and ice.
“In line,” someone bellowed, and the prisoners hurried to form a queue. Another group of Russians came, making yet another body search. This time they only took the Soldbücher and tossed them onto a big pile in the middle of the fenced-off area.
Johann’s heart dropped to his feet. The Russian officer had told them to keep it safe, for it was their documentation. Had they changed their minds and would now kill them all?
His eyes widened in shock when he observed how a Russian soldier set fire to the pile. All his hopes went up in smoke along with the identification papers. Renewed dread filled his soul.
At least the fire brought some warmth into the air and he inched nearer to melt his frozen limbs. Staring into the dancing flames, sadness engulfed him. So this was the culmination of his life?
He was twenty-nine years old and had learned nothing but how to be a soldier. Initially, he had joined the Wehrmacht and later the Party, because he was fascinated by Hitler’s promise to repeal the unjust Versailles Treaty. Make Germany great again. But Hitler’s atrocious persecution of the Jews and other groups of people had soon put a damper on his enthusiasm.
Shamefully, Johann admitted to himself that he’d been deluded to believe the Jews were the main cause for the moribund condition Germany had fallen into after the Great War. But even if Hitler’s machinations were true – and he seriously doubted that in the meantime – the Jews hadn’t deserved the disgusting treatment. No human being deserved to be persecuted, tortured and obliterated from the face of earth.
“Everyone over there!” The command penetrated his thoughts, whisking away the guilt and self-pity he felt. Johann queued up behind Helmut and waited, his breath stalling in his lungs. After an agonizing wait he reached the head of the line and found himself standing in front of a long table with numerous Red Army soldiers sitting behind, scribbling notes on long lists.
“Name?” the soldier demanded.
“Johann Hauser.”
“Father’s first name?”
What on earth does he need that for? But he didn’t dare ask questions and said, “Hans.”
“Year?”
Johann gave the soldier a puzzled look. “I don’t understand.”
“Year of birth?” the soldier said, growing angry at having to repeat himself.
“1916.”
“Place?”
“Munich, Germany.”
The soldier whisked him forward and Johann wondered why they had destroyed the Soldbücher. It would have been much more practical to take the required information from the document than to ask each prisoner to provide it.
He turned his head to the left and saw two SS men hurriedly yanking off their insignia before it became their turn to register. With their Soldbücher destroyed, those who had something to hide could easily lie during the registration process. Johann hated what he viewed as betrayal, but given the horrible stories circulating about the special treatment the Red Army doled out to members of the SS, he could somehow understand it.
The next day more than a thousand prisoners were marched to an engineers’ bridge across the Vistula and into a farmstead. Here they were finally given food – bread and soup. The meager rations didn’t still his hunger, but at least the soup quenched the agonizing thirst. Next, everyone was ordered into the courtyard for roll call.
It was a peculiar sight to see the members of the formerly proud, even invincible Wehrmacht, standing there, dejected and desolate.
“What do they want now?” he whispered to Helmut, who only shook his head.
“A brighter man than me is needed to understand the Russian mind.”
That much was true. So far, none of the actions of their captors had been predictable or comprehensible.
A Soviet officer stepped forward and asked in English, “Any British or American nationals present?”
Two men in RAF uniforms stepped forward and Johann wondered how on earth they’d managed to be captured along with the Germans. The two Englishmen were immediately whisked away to meet the commandant.
“Frenchmen?”
Dozens of men in Wehrmacht uniform stepped forward, identifying themselves as malgré-nous, men of the Alsace-Lorraine region who had been forcefully conscripted into the Wehrmacht.
“Come on. That fellow is as much French as I am Russian,” Helmut mumbled at the sight of a short, dark-haired soldier. “He’s from the Saarland.”
“To each his own,” Johann mumbled back. Confronted with the overwhelming horror of the Russenschreck, who could hold it against the man for trying to evade captivity?
On and on it went. Poles, Czechs, Yugoslavs, Romanians, Bulgarians, even Austrians stepped forward and were counted. But much to their dismay everyone who wore the German uniform had to step back into the line, independent of their true or alleged nationality. Only the men wearing an Allied uniform were released.
Chapter 2
Johann had already spent two weeks on the farmstead and each day more prisoners arrived. According to the Soviets, this was only a temporary camp to collect prisoners and then send them onward to a real camp.
But since the Red Army was still fighting their way to Berlin, they understandably had more pressing issues than a bunch of bedraggled enemy combatants. The guards inhabited the ruins of the bombed-out buildings while the POWs had to stay out in the open, exposed to wind and weather.
A bone-numbing cold seeped into every cell in Johann’s body ever since the day he was taken captive. The frozen limbs and deep-frozen bones served as constant companion, along with the nagging hunger. Their captors provided them with a thin soup and bread once a day, but it was never enough. Especially because more and more soldiers poured into the small area, competing for space and food. At least the drizzling snow could be used to quench the maddening thirst.
